tankiiuu en.B~

thanxx a lotss en.B..f0r da gIft:

~ PAM, dat i've been waiting n searchIng f0r for a lo0ong time..
~ l0vely n cute hearty keychaIn...
~ nIce small lil heart..

it's much appreaciated!!..

>>> IM HEPIEEYYY TODAY<<<<

L0v Is mIracLe~

never take s0me0ne f0r granted..
h0ld every pers0n cl0se t0 y0ur heart..
coz' u might wake up 0ne day..
n realize dat u've l0st a diam0nd..
whIle u're t0oo buzi c0llectIng st0ness..

>>> c0balah hargai 0rang di sekeliling kita..yg penah hadir dalam idup kita..
yang menyayangi n mengasihi kita..yang sangg0p bersusah payah tuk kite..
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>>> kita hanya akan penah menghargaI sese0rang, dI saat kIta kehIlangannya...

fOr da Rest of My Life~

yeaa!!!

hepieyy..xsabor mau nggu sok n lusa..
xsabor nk pegang n baca PAM..
thanxx a l0t to en.B..bersusah payah g cari, beli n p0s novel tue to me..^_^
agak mahal n tebal lau diikutkan..

alkisahnya..
"....aku dpt taw dr kwn2 chat, kat Popular (Tesc0, Melaka) de jual buku tue..
trus saat itu jgak, aku tep0n en.B..suh dia tolong tgok2, n cari PAM kat popular, tesco..
soknye, dalam tngahri, en.B g bndar..n
alhamdulillah, de jgak akhirnya..tggal 2 je agi novel tu..
hepie bet0l aku..sengehh smpai telinga la tyme tu..heheheee..
terima kasih en.B, mmuahh ;).."


relief..
fuhhh..lega rasanya..for wat??entah..
f0r everything yang menyesakkan ronggga nafas n idup aku 2 3 ari nie..mybe..
yang pasti, aku betol2 bersyukur, aku tak diberi dugaan seberat k.jan..
dan stil, aku diberi pluang tuk betolkan keadaan..n bahagia, tidak lagi derita..
dan aku tersangat la hepi & bahagia skang nie..
hope it'll last f0rever...n0 more pain!!

special dedicatI0n..t0 en.B..

F0r dA rEst Of mA Life~~

God pay 'him' cash..~

'...langit xslalu cerah, idup xslalu indah, xslalu di atas...pasti de satu saat, guruh kan datang, menggelapkan dunia..."

peribahasa tu ckup sesuwai ngan pe yg berlaku kat 'dia'...
bukan aku mendoakan mende burok berlaku kat mereka, especially 'him'..

but, god pay cash f0r bad things u'd d0ne t0 me..hmm..
setiap mende jahat yg ngko buat, pasti de balasan nye..huhuu

dan sungguh terkejut aku, bila dapat tau kisah yg sebenar2 nye..

walaopon bkn dari sumber yg sahih..
namun menegakkakan lagi, apa yg aku sedia tau selama nie..
aku dapat merasakn yg samting bad happen between them..
n today..de lagi berita yg mensahihkan nya..

aku turut bersimpati ..tuk pe yg berlaku kepada k.jan, fuz n famili dioram...
bersimpati, tp pada masa yg sama, terkejut kenapa smpai begitu skali jadinye..
dan rumahtangga dioram musnah kerana seorang wanita, bergelar 'ustazah'..
malahan..
ketiga-tiga dioram, ada asas agama yg ckup teguh..kerana mereka ustaz, ustazah di sekolah..

NAMUN,
sebenar2 kisah, hanya dalam pengetahuan Allah...
semoga, ini mnjadi teladan n pengajaran tuk aku...

p/s: and im truly, greatly hepiey wif my life n0w..than bef0re..
bersyukur tuk segala 'kesakitan & kesedihan' dolu2...dun ever c0me nearer!!

wAnIta IdamAn LelAkI..

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~cantIk luaran + canTik dalamAn + cAntIk aKhlaK + cAntIk tUtuRkatA~

cumell...=)

nothing much to do tonite...

bila da boring & xde mende nak di buat, barula belek2, intai2 poto2 lma n baru..
n hehee..senyum sorang, bila tengok gambar2...teringat lak moments spending time together-gather..

but, de 1 pic dat i l0ve...=)

en.B (br0wny) + lya (pinkyy)

dI mAnE maU keteMu mU....~PAM

~manisnyakenangan~

aduss..mmg penasaran aku..dekat 2 bulan duk mencari n0vel nie..
penah aku suh en.B cari kat KL, Kl central, Midvalley bln lepas..
TADOP!! hampa betol..
kat Melaka pon aku mntak tulun en.B cari agi..kat JJ pon katanya tadop gak..
SEDIh!!

slalu intai2 blog k.hanni, kut2 de info da smpai ganu..
yeaa!! katanya da smpai ganu, mggu lepas da de kat PSI..
trus aku cari kat KB..kot2 da smai klate..
mmg hampa!! xdee...

marin balik ganu, g anta en.B kat dungun..otw balik, trus aku sggah PSI kat k.ganu..
PSI 2 n PSI 1, aku jelajah..
mmg xd0p..puas aku tnya cashier..
eeiiii..gerammm...mane nak cari nie??
tulunnn!!!
nak gak PAM..
nak gak baca, biskan ending nye...

eniwan, do tell me, kat ne de PAM?
bla nak de kat ganu nie, k.hanni cayang??

p/s: "antu n0vel"~ ..mjur en.B paham minat aku..thanx to him..xpenah2 serik tulun aku mncari novel tue..cayam en.B...:p

ssshhhhhhuuuhhhh..p juh2!!

life seems like a wheel..there's up n down n it's in circle..
de tyme gembira..de masa sedeyyy...

pagi td, im hepiey...pas makan n g bank pon still hepie..even duit lesap bayar sewa pon gumbira...
bila ngadap komp, truis 360' berubah.. it changes in less than second..

i hate dis kind of feeling..i dont want it to c0me nearer..betol2 menyesakkan jiwa n mendera perasaan...
sshhhuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh..p juh2!! go away..far fr0m me...

i try to heal dis feling..but i cant..HELPPP!!!

am i greedy? selfish? as i wont let mine to others? will never share mine with others?

uuuwwaaarghhhh..mentally injured...
im thinking a lot...(..it must b da reas0n)
each time i think of it, my heart starts to burst...eeeeiiiiiiiiii,,xsukeeee!!
p la juh2!! saje nak gangggu ketenteraman n keamanan idup aku...
saje nak mengganggu gugat keprcayaan aku....

okeyy..i shud c0ns0le myself..huhuu...

help me...

setiap peristiwa de hikmahnyee...

huhhh..banyak benar mende/crita yg ari nie revealed...hmm..
mengejutkan dan menyedihkan ...

k.janah n hus..
i dunno sal mereka sejak dioram kawen..mmg aku sengaja xmau amek tau..
if i do, it'll make me sad n hurt...hmm..(..kisah lalu~antara aku, dia n k.janah)

but today..

setiap post aku baca..n i can smell sumting fishy..(bad things happen to them)..
but i dunno what..i dun want to jump to any cnclusion...
but still make me sad..tumpang sedih ngan kehidupan mereka...
i try to find it out..still, no hint..
sometimes aku trpikir, sume nie happen, does it because of me??
hmm..nott me..coz aku xpenah mendoakan keburukan tuk mereka, eventhough atas peristiwa/kisah dolu2...
still, prkara nie mgganggu my mind..


buat k.Janah n Fuz...im olweys pray for your hepiness..
for watever saddest n worst thing happened, keep on praying n put hopes in Allah..:)

to be continued~~~~

Lenka~Tr0ubLe Is A Fren~

Trouble he will find you, no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the morn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control...
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine
Ah ooh...
Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road...
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine
oh oh
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine
ah ooh
How I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave,
I try, oh oh I try.....

layannnn....beszz, da song is quite happening..

hepieeyyy m0nday~

relaxing m0ndayy..yippiiiee...
n0ting to do, only d0 a checking on my y.mail, webmail, fb..n Lenka- Trouble Is a Fren-

checking on students' works..
n students keep coming to c me, for their assigments..

it's juz now, two students did c0me n tell me bout their pr0blems...problem with their grup assigmnt+grup members...


yeapp, i do understand their problems..mslh dlman bila wat group work..mslh attitudes n so on..n im not blaming on them for dis..

as a 'cikgu', it's my responsibility to listen to their problems,understand them n give da best services as they are my customers...

da touching part is, they appreciate dat i cud lend my ears n understand their problems, rather than blame on them..

"thanks miss,sebab paham masalah kitorang dan buleh duduk discuss,dengar masalah gini..kalau lect lain, da lma kitorang yang kena tibai..."

sumtimes, me as da teacher rasa puas if i cud help n solve their problems.. coz me too, was a student, n hoped dat teachers leh paham masalah kita..

p/s: ~do understand your students, before jump to conclusion..
~never put the blame on them and find whose fault, but try to find da solution..

IM HEPIEEY DAT IM A TEACHER..^~^