ssshhhhhhuuuhhhh..p juh2!!

life seems like a wheel..there's up n down n it's in circle..
de tyme gembira..de masa sedeyyy...

pagi td, im hepiey...pas makan n g bank pon still hepie..even duit lesap bayar sewa pon gumbira...
bila ngadap komp, truis 360' berubah.. it changes in less than second..

i hate dis kind of feeling..i dont want it to c0me nearer..betol2 menyesakkan jiwa n mendera perasaan...
sshhhuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh..p juh2!! go away..far fr0m me...

i try to heal dis feling..but i cant..HELPPP!!!

am i greedy? selfish? as i wont let mine to others? will never share mine with others?

uuuwwaaarghhhh..mentally injured...
im thinking a lot...(..it must b da reas0n)
each time i think of it, my heart starts to burst...eeeeiiiiiiiiii,,xsukeeee!!
p la juh2!! saje nak gangggu ketenteraman n keamanan idup aku...
saje nak mengganggu gugat keprcayaan aku....

okeyy..i shud c0ns0le myself..huhuu...

help me...