wHen I'm d0wn...

Bila kita merasa sedih n d0wn in life..

ketika itulah kita mula mengingati Tuhan..
memang benarlah kata-kata kawanku...
kesusahan n kesukaran hidup bukanlah satu hukuman dari Tuhan...
namun, Tuhan memberikan kita tiap ujian hidup itu
untuk kita berhenti sejenak dari kelekaan dunia dan mengingatiNya...
kita sentiasa leka dalam urusan seharian..
tanpa kita menyedari bahwa kita semakin menjauh dariNya...
sesungguhnya, Dia sentiasa brsama kita tatkala susah mahupun senang..


diberikan kita masalah, supaya kita sentiasa berfikir akan kelemahan diri sendri
dan meletakkan segala pengharapan padaNya....
sesungguhnya, Dia yang Maha mengatur segala perjalanan hidup insan...


iye,
when i'm sad n feel d0wn...
i prefer t0 be al0ne...
n dat time, my s0ul need s0mething soothing and calming....
dan ketika ini, aku dilanda kemurungan n jiwa yang xtenang...
i really feel d0wn..
even it's a small matter, but ati n jiwa aku cepat terusik...
aku cepat brasa bersalah n penyesalan wif s0mthing...
Those will easily turn me d0wn...


dan ketika ini, aku mula mencari music yang menenangkan jiwa....
radio online has been suggested by my fwen...
yea, inilah yang menenangkan aku....when i'm d0wn...
thanx my fren, faizah...
she kn0ws n understands me well....


sedeh..mmg sedih...
bila merenung balik ke dalam diri sendiri....
dan mula menghitung setiap kesalahan dan dosa yang dilakukan....
ketika inilah, kita menyedari kedhaifan diri...

ternyata benar....jiwa kita sebenarnya sentiasa menginginkan Allah
dan agama sebagai pegangan....
dan kita mula meneyedari kepentingannya bila kita di timpa musibah...
ia sebenarnya, ketukan n panggilan dari Allah, untuk kita berpaling, mencari n mengingatiNya...


setiap ujian yang didatangkan,
supaya aku lebih tabah dan kuat .....


Dia tidak mendatangkan musibah pada hambaNya, sesuatu yg xmampu dipikul oleh hambaNya...
Allah lebih mengetahui segala yg baek dan buruk untuk setiap hambaNya...


kebahagiaan yang didambakan oleh setiap insan adalah ketenangan jiwa....
berikanlah aku ketenangan jiwa..dan jauhkan aku dari kekacauan jiwa n pujukan2 syaitan yang xpernah putus2...


"Kebahgiaan hidup adalah ketenangan jiwa...
ketenangan jiwa adalah bila kita mengingati dan dekat padaNya..."


dekatkanlah aku sentiasa padaMu..jgn Engkau jauhkan diriku daripadaMu dan rahmat kasih sayangMu....
amennn....

LifE bRieF CandLe~

Tertarik dengan 1 'phrase' in my student's essay entitled 'My Daily Activities'...

"My life is meaningful, not like the p0em of 'Life Brief Candle', saying about life isn't meaningful....If you feel life is meaningful, then the life is meaningful, just like me."



yaa..he's right!! kita selalu menyalahkan takdir hidup ...dan melihat hidup orang laen lebih n sentiasa baik daripada hidup kita sndri...we never find our life is something interesting...
tapi, seringkali kita mengeluh dan melihat kekurangan pada diri...

walau apapon dan macam mana pon kesukaran n pengalaman pahit dalam hidup, jadikan ianya satu titik tolak untuk kita merubah, menjadikan kehidupan kita skrg lebih baik dan lebih bermakna...

make your life as meaningful as him...bersyukur dengan apa yang kita miliki....
hargai apa yang kita ada, sayangi@hargai orang-orang yang masih menyayangi serta sentiasa bersama kita tatkala susah mahupun senang...

usah hancurkan masa depan dan peluang di hadapan, hanya kerna musibah yang melanda...
setiap apa yg berlaku, pasti ada hikmah dn kelebihannya...
'put your trust in Allah'....

+sekadar memberi renungan, dan merenung ke dalam diri sendiri....coz i've learnt lots fr0m my past....n thank God to show me da right path+

L0ve & MarriagE

A student asked a teacher, "What is LOVE?"
The teacher said, "In order to answer your question,
go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy

and come back.
But the rule is: You can go through them only once
and can't turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, went through first
row, he saw one big paddy,
but he wonders..maybe there is a bigger one later.
Then he saw another bigger one...
but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field,
he started to realize that the paddy isn't as big as the previous one he saw,
he knew he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.
So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "..dis is LOVE...you keep looking for a better one,
but when later you realize, you have already missed the person...."

"What is MARRIAGE then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "In order to answer your question,
go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and
cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field,

this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake,
when he reached the middle of the field, he has picked one
medium corn that he felt satisfy, and came back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn....
you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is MARRIAGE."

any0ne+s0me0ne+n0 0ne..

all because of hearing into
DIFFERENT LANGUAGE

Root of problem: The chinese name - Annie Wan (Anyone)

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan? (anyone)
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!
Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (someone) And I need to talk to Annie Wan! It's urgent.
Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent
matter about ?

Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother Noel Wan (no one) was involved in an accident. Noel Wan got injured and now Noel Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan is on his way to the hospital.
Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator : I'm Saw Lee. (sorry)

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!

we sumtimes d0 face dis situati0n...:)

0ne of the emails sent by my 0ld fren...~laud speaker, fr0m indIa~
l0ng time n0 heAr fr0m hIm...

hmm....i juz feeL t0 wrIte sumthing In my diAry..

yeaa...dunn0 why..rajin pulak aku t0nite tuk menc0nTeng my diary nih..
padahal, sehari suntuk berjalan dan.. berjalan..huhuu..
wif en.B, mmg xde rasa letihnya....(p0nat gak ben0rnya)...

sampai k0lej da kul 8.10pm td...tue p0n, terlepas tuk tekan l0ceng bas bla sampai kat entrance ukm...terpaksa la, ke bangi..mjur uncle bas pusing balik ke ukm..
xsabar nk sampai ke bilik....panas n melekit jer..sesak sangat-sangat kat dalam komuter dan bas 'kuning'...
sampai je kat bilik..landing jap n trus g mandi, s0lat maghrib..huhuu, mjur xmasuk isyak agi..
then, mata terus kuyup jer..ngant0k...td0lah aku till 11pm...

abis kredit lak nfon aku ari ni.xdapat la nk anta kabar brite kat en.B...mjur dia da sedia maklum akan ketiadaan kredit aku nih..huhuu...
en.B setia me'rep0rt'kan pe yg dibuatnya t0nite....aku skdar mmbaca sahaja mesej yang dihantar...xdapat nak reply..huuu...

cian kat en.B, wireless device comp en.B r0sak..xleh en.B nak surf intenet malam nie dan ari-ari seterusnya..
dan xdapat gak la tuk kita ym...hmm....mlm nie en.B juz teng0k cite-cite korea dalam k0leksinya..(mmg en.B antu k0rean m0vies n drama)

aishh, da pagi da..xleh nak lelap agi nie...
kalau en.B tau aku xtdo agi time nie, panjang la tazkirah 'potpet' dia...marah btol en.B kalau aku tido lewat...padahal, en.B pon sama...slalu tdo lewat lebih-lebih ag, kalau de f00tball match..
sanggup en.B berjaga sampai pagi, balik subuh semat kerna BOLA..huhuu...
nak marah pon, mmg da h0bi n kegemaran dia...xleh la aku halang...

huhh, baru teringat, malam nie en.B keluar tengok bola agi...kul 1am stat..
mujur s0k ari cuti...xkeje..leh la en.B tido ke tengahari..hehee..

kedip-kedip da mata nie..tanda mau tido..
k, adi0ss...

im L0ving it....gReat timE

im l0ving it....

i l0vE my dAy t0day...GrEat Sat..
i l0ve t0 hang ar0und wif en.B...
i l0vE t0 see his sMile...+cute n s0ooo adorable+...


seharian ari ni, kluar dgn en.B....(it has been a m0nth tau, n0t see him...) n i hev t0 wait f0r an0ther 3 weeks to see him again..huhuuu...xsuke!! xsuke!!
but, t0day is a w0nderfuL n grEat day...f0r me lorhh..
en.B n i plan t0 g0 t0 bukit Bintang bef0rehand...n there, we're t0day..Pavili0n mall...
such an ellegant mall...wat i like most is da 'surau'...
u shud already know rite, camne surau kat any sh0ping mall...+sarcarstiC s0und actually+
kat bwh tanah..sempit..melemaskan..n0t enuf facilities..
even, the mall punyalah besoorrr n gah...
excepti0n f0r surau kat pavili0n nie...ellegant seyh..:)s0ooo g00d...41/2 stars..
tue, waktu zh0r, kita gi s0lat kat cna..

then, kita pusing-pusing dlm sh0ping mall tue..
xramai sgt orang time tue...hmm, high class mall...
so, wind0w shoping je la...walau niat aku nak cari kasut@sandle...
kita xlama p0n kat cana...
perut da me'lagu'kan rentak rap n hIph0p...dr pagi, kita xmakan pe lagi...
harapkan p0pcorn n lem0n tea xckup la en.B...we're starving already..hehee...

hmm, next time, mau dtg agi pavili0n...rugi xbawak kamera...
xdapat la kita snap 3 or 4 pic kat cini..
mengabadikan saat di sini..huhuu....aihh, rugi! rugi!

then, we g0 to jalan-jalan cari makan at Lot 10...sambil mata aku melilau mencari sandle...
xjupe la...eh, jupe yg berkenan di hati, tp xde my size...huk3..
speceL size k0t kaki aku nie....
hm, mr.B gtaw, aku nie slh msuk department..it shud be kids' department...aishh..ngarut!!

huhuu..daa~

degilnyeeee dia...

m i stubborn?
ishh, aku xde la degil sgt p0n...tp, en. B slalu ckp aku dgil..hahaa...
td ym ngn en. B..bengang dia ngn ke'degil'an aku ...huhuuu, sori en. B...
gara-gara aku yg suke td0 lwat...smpai kdg terbabas sbuh...
en.B duk paksa aku tdo awal...huhh, nk wat cmner..mta xmkn saman..xley tdo awal...hu2..
hmm, yela..xm0 dgil2 da...i wanna b a gudgirl ever....i'll listen 2 ur advice da pas nie...xm0 wat en. B bengang da..heheee...

n i pr0mise 2 him 2 slep before 3 tonite..hehee...
n time's almost 3...
k, daaaa..~